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Invisibletake a deep breathe and count to ten .

what just happened ... will never happen again .

your hands start to tremble; the sink is cold .

you tell yourself you are strong; you are bold .

don't look in the mirror and stare .

this isn't right ... this isn't fair .

don't think about it too much, or you'll go insane .

tears and blood make their way down the drain .

what just happened ... to me ?

why do you feel so gross and dirty ?

feeling so worthless and wasted .

so unloved , abandoned, and tasted .

having given them everything, every part .

why did they turn, and break your heart ?

shattering every piece, leave you broken .

every

The EscapistIt is really insomnia
If you're keeping me awake?
Is it the infatuation
That made me start to shake?
Is it so peculiar
If you make me feel brand new?
Is it some kind of obsession
That I have with you?

I watch you when I feel lonely
Is that so wrong?
I think of you when they hurt me
So what if that's all day long?
You make me feel so happy
What if that's all I have?
Should that be taken away
Just because it sounds mad?

Because right now in real life
There's no happily ever after
When I see something I don't like
I can't just skip the chapter
Or quickly press fast forward
On a TV remote control
Real life is but a wound
And you help fill the h

Leave.Leave me alone!
Is that so hard to do?!
You don’t care about my feelings,
They are nothing to you!

What have I done wrong?
I just want you to leave,
You hurt me more and more,
So how can I believe?

Your words mean nothing,
Your apologies are fake,
Just stay away from me!
How much pain can I take?!

You got what you want,
But what about me?
I only want one thing,
I want to be free!

I can’t take it anymore!
Every night and day,
You just refuse to leave,
So at least stay away!

Tears don't bring the dead back to lifeIt's shadow times and sunken lives
in a grave of mud and flesh remains
they've killed many souls with bloody knives
and weaved their ladders out of veins.
"Away!" they shout when death has cried
and off they run, away from pride.
"Away!" they scream when death has blown
so off they go, when blood has flown.
Then there's the boom of drums and trumpets
wail. Men fall to graves; they've pain their debts.
There's rust in bones, and tears at home
And strange lost love that walks alone.
There's a pretty, kind lady looking out the window
little does she know that now she's a widow.
And the little young boy who sleeps in her arms
had just lost a father down by the dams.
A beautiful girl lies beneath the pine trees,
staring at the skies and all what she sees
is the bright red sun, bleeding on the horizon
the girl shuts her eyes and death brings her ease.
Once an old man had a wonderful family
who lived on the other five chairs around
the kids would play and jump so cheerily
filling a quie

Lucifer and VisitorThe Devil mourned his homeland lost

Upon a stone in exile deep

Beneath the great Earth’s hardened crust

Where fires rage inside the sea

Much too far for father sky

To see the rock where The Devil lie

As he lamented, sullen, weary

Expression that of sorrow true

A Thing appeared, and very clearly

Cracked the gates of Lucifer’s tomb

The grin that danced upon his face

Found hell to be the quaintest place

The thing approached and asked him kindly,

“Why do you mourn your banishment?

All the land above I do see

But I’ve never seen an armament

So well hidden from my mighty eyes

Which see all things as they liv

SanctuarySanctuary
I don't know you enough
To even know your last name
But I do know that you've had it rough
As I have felt the same
But you've suffered more in your distress
Making my past sorrows
Seem nothing more than a jest
Knowing atonement heralds tomorrow
Even so, I know the pain
And the committal to aid
In my heart has lain
Of course, if you desire it made
My heart, I swear, broke
When I heard of your troubled emotions
And the stress driving you to provoke
And this stayed in my notion
Maybe I could give comfort
Make the past easier to overlook
Together, rid of our contorts
And be each other's retreating nooks.

my english homeworkFallen angel wondering forevermore
Black winged angel flying nevermore
My guardian angel wondering in the abyss
I wish I did not miss

My guardian angel forever more
Haunting me to the core
Making me go insane
Forever in pain

Wondering soullessly
Immortality loneliness
Crimson stains
Of my eternal pains

Leaving my emotions behind
My love denied
Abandoned for life
Waiting for my knife

To redeem my self
My inner self
Living in my own despair
Wanting to repair

My Lonely LoveWipe off your tears
and hold your head high
get rid of your fears
and heave your biggest sigh
Oh, my lonely love

Alone in a crowded room
Feeling so scared
The shadow of isolation looms
and it feels like they don't care
My lonely love

Remembering the times
when it was just us
Sorrow, with its sweetest rhymes
think of it as you must
My lonely love

Crying alone at night
wondering what you did
hearing them fight
when you were only a kid
my lonely love

Told that you were ugly
that you were not good enough
they will just never see
That they weren't all that tough
my lonely love

When it feels as though your soul is gone
And your heart is broken

The LiarWhen I found out the truth
The filthy thing under the bed
I screamed and howled
And learned to hate;

For the truth was biting
Bitter and cold
Like a burning hailstorm
That I wished had never unfold

I kept a secret
Told a lie
I spoke words of hatred
Felt something wilt and die

The world was faux
An unattainable fantasy
Hopes were fed to monsters
In my blood that cried blasphemy

I don't think you knew
Because you'd hate me if you did
To know our common blood was false
Of me, you'd surely rid

So I cut you off first
Then you'd never have the chance
To look under the bed
And pierce me through with a lance

I destroyed you first
So I'd not be

*Tears*Soft rain washes tears
Hard love runs down the drain
Solitary now.

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20th May2013

Whence To WhereYou surprise me and confuse me,
And make me love you more.
The brightness may undo me,
The darkness I adore.

There's so much grey,
And so much pain
That brings rejuvenation.
I fall and sink,
But then I blink
Before illumination.

Whence to where is what I asked,
But much is coming clear.
My sadness fading here at last,
And with it all my fears.

You've brought me out,
How can I count
The times you've soothed my soul?
From where I was,
You may become
The star that leads me home.

Light and dark will mold and mix
Till grey is what I see.
A calming sight that seems to fix
What once was wrong with me.

GenderGender was complicated
for me at least.

Unlike the others
it wasn't so black
or white
more like
a very large scale
filled with shades
of confusion.

Male?
Not exactly.

Female?
Not quite.

I wanted the
broad shoulders
that men obtained
by nature. I ached
for the clavicles
that showed whether
you were average
or thin.
I desired the chiseled jaw,
the strong arms
that could make
any girl feel
safe,
the deep voice that
could make her
swoon with
the right words.

However,
I longed for
the graceful walk
that females could master
so naturally.
The soft voice
that could make any man
question his feelings.
I needed the long fingers
that woul

Notes and LettersI wrote a note the other day,
And with it shared my feelings.
I've tried to have it other ways,
But they seem to be congealing.

I loved the stars when I was young;
The first word of mine was "light".
Of happy thoughts, I once had none,
But now the world's more bright.

I feel too much frustration,
I need to be more calm.
I drown in hesitation,
Too scared to sing my song.

I never was the kind of child
I wish I could have been.
At times I've been more meek and mild,
But later I learned to sin.

I wonder, sometimes, whose life I'm living,
Whose soul endows this frame.
I blunder, sometimes, when what they give me
Doesn't match my name.

For tho

Glass HeartFragile hearts that beat for love,
Seem to never get enough.
Encased in a glass that’s stained with red,
A reminder of the blood it’s shed.
Over the years it has hardened from pain;
Careful to ever love again,
But some memories are engraved in gold,
Reminding the heart of what love can hold;
The promises behind just one kiss;
The little moments you know you’ll miss.
The empty ache subdued by an embrace;
Causing your fragile heart to race.
The rare confessions that are only heard by some,
Gazing in the eyes of the hopeful one.
The memories that form a smile on your face,
Caresses on soft skin that leave a trace.
Recurring th

Dear FutureDear future,
Am I merely a voice, left far in the past?
Where the sun once shone
Where I once laughed
Where the rain of my eyes
Poured down on my lap
Turned my face scarlet
And melted my mask

Dear future,
Does the sky still look the same?
Its brilliant blue
Screaming my name
Lending me wings so that I may fly
Pulling my feathers
And watching me die
Heartbroken, and crumpled upon the ground
Breathing faint words
In gasping sounds
Does its beauty still torture me so?
Please, dear future, I yearn to know

Am I merely the words from some distant shore?
Am I a memory, or something more?
Does the snow fall when the sun goes missing
Or does it mere

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My question is You Not really paying attention till I see you
And a spark of irrational interest
Starts a fire fight of thought.

Endless strings of variables come flying;
Things I want to know about you
Things I'm too afraid to ask.

Little things about you that I notice
Nothing normal people notice...
I want you to notice me.

Do you see me sitting here not looking
Trying hard to keep from staring
Wondering what you think of life?

Or did I even make it to your radar?
Do you wonder what I'm thinking?
Do you even know my name?

Well then I'll just have to help you learn it;
Something tells me it's not hopeless
Something that mig

His song Ask him a question, he'll answer now
Look you in the eye the way he never could
He speaks with a power he's gained from dead weakness
And you can always make him sing.

Goes about living, no longer a struggle
No more on the edge of the cliff looking down
The healing has taken the place of the hurting
And you can always make him sing.

Something sustaining, subtly holding
Pieces that once fell apart now stay firm.
He stands at the center and faces the music
The world will hear the song he sings.

AngelYou.

Why does my mind always wander back to you?

"Sometimes I wonder if I chose the right brother."

Childlike, innocent, and yet....
You're like a fallen angel

All the wisdom, grace, and charm of heaven's favored child
And yet, you prodigal son,
You darling, demented deciever,
Your darkened past-- that unknown void-- will haunt each heart you conquer.

I can't imagine that you do not know.
Those innocent eyes,
Those sparkling, hazel gems
hide cold calculations that the masses cannot sense

You're like some hidden weapon
Concealed in the folds of normalcy.
Will you give them any warning? Will any but your favo

SelfishNo, no....
Not you again,
This burning desire
Leave me be, I want to hold my sanity a little longer

No... Go away, it's not him I want, it's you...
You...
You feeling of perfection
You jubilant singing of all creation in that one sweet moment and now I feel it it's rising it's burning it's flying it's dancing it's perfect it's oh!

One...
One moment....

I gasp, I sigh.

It's gone.

All that's left behind is heat.
Sweat.
And an empty excuse
Forming in the back of my mind to explain away the moment,
The calming of addiction;
To dull the burning fire in his eyes.

"It's not like it meant anything, right?"

NaiveteIt doesn't take much eloquence to please me, sir.
You say you want me;
speak like it.

Say the words and set my heart aflutter.

I am not difficult to win, sir.
My heart is still naive, and easily opened
A little box that has not yet aquired a lock
No lid to hide its contents.

If you would only hold me, sir
I would be yours quite quickly.

Promise me the moon and happily shall I believe

Do these things and presently you'll find
that
Blindly I will follow in your paths
Wherever you may lead me
Eagerly I'll grasp your every word
And every wish
Anything you hint that you desire
I shall fufill it.

Silence Lonely in the night
Nothing to fear but the silence.
I search again for a name to grasp
A voice to hear
A shield against
The quiet.

The quiet
The stillness and the emptiness
Surround me
Stiffling the thoughts that try to come.
Void.

Where are you?
Your name is lost in reveries
That dissapear before they come to be.
Memories
Things I once remembered I forgot.
What was I searching for again?

Silence, like air, filling up the spaces
Silence, like shadow, covering the known.
Silence.....

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by ~BreathingAnagram, Jan 22, 2011, 9:59:15 PM
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Three words,
A phrase so simply said
A promise
With power to waken the dead
A threat
Laced with offers enticingly wrought
A present
So priceless it cannot be bought.
A chain
That can hold back the darkest of hearts
A box
Made to keep track of all of the parts
A light
To be shone in the darkest of nights
A shield
That will gaurd in the deadliest fights.

Three words
A hand that you hold out to me
Three words
An image of all that can be
Three words
Yet I know not what I can do
But simply hand them back and say
"I love you too."

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How do you reply to someone's confession of love, when you love them dearly but not in the way they're seeking?

*le sigh*

=Timebleeder Jan 23, 2011 Student Writer

^{I wish I new the answer, I really do...}

~BreathingAnagram Jan 24, 2011 Student Writer

Same. I think if one of us ever figures it out we MUST tell the other.

=Timebleeder Jan 26, 2011 Student Writer

^{Haha, definitely}

~ThisLonelyHeart Jan 23, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

Three words... I... love... this...

~BreathingAnagram Jan 24, 2011 Student Writer

Three words: Thank you sir!

~ThisLonelyHeart Jan 25, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

You are quite welcome. It was a joy to read.

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